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You and Him, Him and You.

Why did I tell him about you?
Why did I tell you about him?

I've made a choice, haven't I?

`x estee x`

Intention.

It was never my intention to make you feel sad, vexed, angry.
It was never my intention to bring him up in our conversation.
It was never my intention to think that I'd cry for you, again...

You always leave me crying all by myself, is this your way of saying you loved me?

`x estee x`

Stand Alone

Solitary, originally uploaded by Tinybitsoflove.

Still looking for the right answer.

I removed, but today I placed it back right where it has been for more than a year. Conclusion? I have yet to comprehend. I'm getting really tired and all I want is to look for an answer. It's just not the same without you, yet I don't understand what's the decision.

`x estee x`

The Longest Story.

Already Gone, originally uploaded by Tinybitsoflove.

Someone tell me why am I facing the most complicated part of my life?

It is just exactly the point of time when I decided that this should be the end of me and you. I should just stop asking you to give me an answer of our state today. I should just give up and move on. I should stop reminiscing about us since my W980 was lost.

But all of a sudden you surprise me with a change - Do and say some things that I never thought you would, taking much more initiative than you used to, at least letting me feel that you actually do care.

It's been tough and tiring, to go through times without you there with me. In the end, I pulled through. I made a choice. I know I have to. In between, it got to the point that made me even more confused about everything. It seemed like I was slowly opening up to him. I allowed myself to grow fonder of him each time we meet. I don't want to screw up another person's life. But then again I can't help feeling this way.

I loved you, I missed you, I needed you to be here with me, I wanted to spend every minute, every second of my life with you.
Now? I completely don't know how to even answer any of the above question.

Ok, this song is getting too addictive and making me too emotional. Bye.

It's been really long since someone last hold my hand. It's sweet, really..

`x estee x`

Single - Yes, No?

Ok, I seem to forget like I'm single but unavailable!
Am I or am I not?
But oh well,
HE'S UNDENIABLY CUTE PLEASE!
:x

`x estee x`

Interviews and Good company!

Home, originally uploaded by Tinybitsoflove.

Well, today's interview at SP was awesome while yesterday's interview at TP seemed like a joke.

So yesterday, I woke up bright and early to warm up my voice and make sure that my throat was clear. Then I proceeded on to shower and get ready to meet Iris and Shaun at TP's main bus stop. We walked around and saw Myron at the Concourse. He's really thin! O:
Right, so we then proceeded on to Temasek Arts Centre and a few minutes later Cynthia made her way to us.
She then brought us in to the Waiting Room and we sang songs to warm up our voices.

We met Xiu Lin, an uber cool Alto, as said by Iris and Shaun!
When it was my turn to audit after Shaun, I made my way to the Audition Room.
Ho god, trust me. When I say the conductor is young, (and pretty cute!) he really is! :D
So he played some notes and tested me on beating and then I sang 'Angels We Have Heard on High'.

I swear I screwed the whole thing up somehow.
Jordan, the VP of TPChoir on the other hand, told me He could sense I was really nervous, but still I sang really well.
I supposed he was just trying to calm me down and manipulate me in thinking that I didn't really sing that bad afterall.
Well, yes that's pretty much how the auditions went.
OH, I GOTTA SAY THIS!
After my audition, when I went back to the Waiting Room, I knocked my hip bone on the door, OUCH!?!?!

Well, as for the Design School Interview, I pretty much have nothing to say.
I waited 5 hours for a 4-min Interview.
Hahahaha, I honestly don't know if it's a bad thing, but oh well!
I kind of love SP more anyway! =x

Yes, and for today's interview at SP, oh my god.
Trust me - I have no idea why SP's VCDM is 14pt while TP's VC is 12pt.
SP required us to go through an Aptitude Test which involved a 1hr 15mins drawing test.
The test was awesomely cool I swear, but I definitely screwed it up.
But nonethenless, I had fun with Wei Ting, Gwen and Bryan Ng! :D

After the whole interview, we headed to FC5 to eat Pizza Hut!
Wei Ting and Bryan Ng accompanied me to slack at Moberly after Gwen left for her lessons.
Seriously, I have no idea why I know so many of the 5A people after O's. Hahaha, but realised they're really awesome people! HEE! :D

Yup, SPGG after that with Jerome, Lee Hao, Cheng Hua and Jason!
Halfway through I realised I forgot to hand in my CCA cert to the Student Service Centre, so dear SB accompanied me to FC3 to photocopy then to SSC. Thank you, I know you're reading this! =)

Dined at Raffles Place Golden Shoe Complex with Bro, Lee and CH while Jason headed home! Wanton Mee - awesome! :D
Walked home with Bro after that! =)

Ah, I want to go supper tomorrow!!! Mummy please? :( (Ok, like as if she'd ever get to read this?!)

`x estee x`

Random posts.

Choir auditions at TP later, tentative interview at TP's Design school later!

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Good luck to manga boy by the way for his date later! d:

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Oh, SB fell sick le! o:

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Iris is the love~! Angels we have heard on high~!

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I really need to get cracking to take those photos..!

`x estee x`

New Found ...?

Oh my geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I kept smiling to my phone whenever you reply!
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OOPS!
Oh well, I think...

`x estee x`

W980

Baby, please come back to me. :'/

`x estee x`

Beyond comprehension.

I can't comprehend what's on my mind now.
I'm having this really mixed feelings.
It's like as if he just...left me.

I don't get it, why's there replicas of more than one?
It's like I'm thinking of two..

`x estee x`

Dupe

Dupe, originally uploaded by Tinybitsoflove.

OH I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT THIS!!
I'VE GOT MY HAVAIANASDUPE FLIP FLOP! :D
IT'S PURPLEEEEE, I LIKE THAT SHADE OF PURPLE!
HEE, LOVE YA JEROMEKHOJINGXIONG~!

A Million Thanks. <3

It's been like a really long time since I had so much fun within a day!
Thank you Brother, Lee Hao, Kelvin, Cheng Hua, Winnie, Arif, Jason, May Ling, Boon Kiat, Farhan! :)

And I'm really thankful for everyone's support throughout these few days,
I know I couldn't have gone through these few days without everyone's support, encouragement and love! :)

Thank you you! :)

`x estee x`

Verdict.

4Bs, 3Cs.

`x estee x`

I Miss You.

`x estee x`

13 hours and so on..

Well, I hope and pray hard that everything would be alright.
Yes, it would.

No matter what, I know I did my best.

`x estee x`

A stupid rock.

9 January 2010.
Surely I wouldn't forget this date for the rest of this year?

I never knew hating someone would be this difficult.
Maybe you should really just go away, and never come back..
I'm sorry.
But the prank has really strained this whole friendship.

Secret society police? Blow up? Two minutes?

Thanks for the taunted moment.

`x estee x`

EE,EE <3

Oh, Did I ever mention how much I love my EE,EE?

They give me a sense of security and assurance of your presence, in a way, somehow or rather.
Self-denial, maybe?

How pathetic..

`x estee x`

Debbie's Seventeenth.

Lunch at Fish and Co. was awesome with the people! (:
Debbie, hoped you enjoy today!
SP open house again today, this time discovered more about Digital Animation and Design courses.
Well, TP open house tomorrow.
Yep, that's all I suppose.
Two more days to Result Day, good luck!

`x estee x`

Step Up Two.

Best dance movie ever that accompanied me through the last two hours.

`x estee x`

Today is "Let Your Tears Flow Day".

:'/ Ahhh shit.. The tears just won't stop flowing..
It all started with me being a Smart Alec to watch another emotional movie..

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Red was crying, Green is crying, I'm crying, yet I can't do anything to help then but just being here for them.
Orange.. :'/

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I know this time is not a kind of relationship that I would say:
"Oh my god, I can't believe I used to cry and do stupid stuffs because of you!"
Boy, If if you really did love me, tell me why aren't you doing anything to show that you did.
I never doubted, but every day I try to think I'm moving on, I can move on, I am moving on...
But at the end of every day, I'd spend hours thinking of you, me, us.

There were nights whereby I'd hate you, curse you and then sleep only after being in bed for a couple of hours.
There were nights whereby I'd think of the happy things that we went through together, the silly things that we did for each other that made each other's day and sleep with a wide smile on my face.
There were nights whereby I'd scroll down my Inbox and Saved messages, weep like a child and hug ee,ee to sleep..dirtying them with my tears.
There were nights whereby I'd press the play button on my phone with a playlist named for you, listen to the songs that brought us happiness, laughter, memories and most importantly, together, then sleep till the next morning with the music still playing.
Then there were nights whereby I'd reminisce moments spent with you at the back of my mind; HSM3, 'Popcorn', The park, V'day, The Bus Stop, etc, and end up dreaming deeper in my dreams.

I've had enough of telling myself I'd stop thinking about you, because I just can't do it.

`x estee x`

Starry starry night.

Star light, star bright, I wish I may, I wish I might,
to see the stars with you tonight..

`x estee x`

I don't know where to go from here..

So.. It's been a while since we conversed.
And my last message to you was maybe a lil' harsh..
But it just made me reflect,
why am I doing this all over again?

"And it all starts again, in the end...
But it's such a scary place to be,
everything's in between.
I don't know where to go from here.."

I just refused to believe it's the end.
I'm sorry for being stubborn.
I know I'm making the people that care for me even more worried,
but I'm fine.
It's just a fate that I can't accept for now..

I once told him, "I would not believe a single thing unless there is evidence or witnesses..Because I trust him, I really do."

And that sentence remains in my honour,
just that he can't sense it..
Ya, you're all right.. I'm a fool, he's not worth it, just give up!

If it's ever that easy, tell me why do girls even shed a single tear over guys?

`x estee x`

Alvin & The Chipmunks Two!

I think I'm satisfied enough with this present blogskin! :D
After all, I really did lose touch with Blogger for a few months..!
Anyway, there's so much to blog about!

Bernice and Debbie both texted me that O'level results would be out on 11 Jan 2010, Monday!
My worst nightmare is about to start!
Have been feeling this really 'lost' feeling..
Results is going to be out on MONDAY! :/
I'm pretty...scared now.

Ok, I think I should move on to something less stressful!
Well, some people can really understand my stress though, so there isn't any need to say much!
Right, so I headed out with Kathy at around 12 plus for lunch at Tampines Mall's Kopitiam.
Yes, I finally got to eat my Taiwanese cuisine!
Simply love that black pot noodles with the fried fish fillet or something! :D
I highly recommend you people out there!
It's just priced at amazingly $4!!!

Oh, so we train down to Somerset to meet Amirah, Andrew, Si Jia and Si min for
ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS TWOOOOOOO! :D
It was totally A.W.E.S.O.M.E!
Theodore and Eleanor are super cute lah!
Rating: 9/10! :D

Oh oh Kathy has this really new awesome super duper cool camera!
Hahaha, her camera/psp camera are always deemed as my new toy!
I'm interested in photography what!
But not as much as design...
that's why there's Visual Communications in TP...
oh okay okay, not gonna get anywhere there!

Right, I'm happy I bought Debbie's present! :D
Happy belated birthday Debbie & Mdm Tan!

Train back home with Kathy and ate subway for dinner!
Then home and tv-ed, bathed and have been using the lappy ever since 11plus!
Continued on with Spiderman 3 - Speechless! O:

"An excellent movie to me is one that captures the heart of the viewer and touches the heartstrings. I cried - For that, Spiderman 3 is deemed successful."

`x estee x`

Hello 2010!

Hello people! Yes I'm back to blogging! :)
ANYWAY! PLEASE DO ME A FAVOUR AND TAG YOUR LINK CAUSE I LOST ALL OF MY LINKS! :(
The start of 2010 has been a really great start at Bryan's house! All details and photos on FB! :)

Worked at Marina Square outlet yesterday and it was awesome! :D
Gonna stop work for 3 weeks due to Poly/JC's open house, Results and School admission matters!
Oh mamamamamama, I have lots and lots of new year resolution!
But let me just settle my lunch first!
Rawr, a hungry woman is an angry woman! d:

`x estee x`