Saturday, November 21, 2009

The End.

I guess, blogging openly about every day's events isn't really part of my life any more..

`x estee x`

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Safetysuit - Anywhere But Here

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be?
Or maybe be
Everything that I never thought could happen
Or ever come to pass and
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Cant see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling
Or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams
In hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember
Or just a cold day in December?
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be
For you and me?

Cause you are
You're beautiful inside
You're so lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you, I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

`x estee x`

Operation Beautiful - Success!

Yesterday's Operation Beautiful was a major success!
It seemed as if the Graduation Party didn't really matter, to me.
But Operation Beyonce (O.B I) was sexaye! :)
Mrs Neo didn't cry, but from where I was seated, I could feel her 'beyond words can express' feelings.
I'm very sure O.B II was a success too!

Well, we had a class photo together with BYEWTIFUL! :D
Many thanks to Mr. Fairuz for making the 'photo-taking' possible. :)

I didn't really catch Ms Yew's expression cause I was the one that brought the cake,
which meant that I was the last to give the rose!
But for what I know, she was screaming d: , and I am really glad that she really loved the surprise! :)
After the whole event, Ming Whee sent this really sweet message!
Yea, it's like for once we did something successful as a whole class,
just when we graduated. :/
I'm gonna miss the times spent with 4D2. :(
But I know this is not the end, cause there's still Prom tonight,
and many many class outings/chalets next year and year after and year after after...!
Right, Ming Whee? :D

`x estee x`

Friday, November 13, 2009

You and I.



I really love love love this song a lot a lot a lot.
At least, I can rely to count on this song to get me through this.

You and I together it just feels so right.


Park Bom - You and I

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo uhgimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae I norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleun never
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun never
Naegae I saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby

*Repeat

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleun never
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun never
Naegae I saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

-

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..


Thank you Kathy, for introducing this song.

`x estee x`

Slits, slash, scar.

I want, want to do it so so much.

`x estee x`

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

11 Nov 2009

Hello, I am back. :)

Today marked the last last day of O's.
After that, I was really busy with some stuffs.
It's a failure, but I really don't mind.
Thank you Kathy, Delia and Wai Yan for today.

Well, I apologise for this short comeback.
Take care and sleep tight people.

Happy Birthday To You, boy.

`x estee x`