Friends by Day, Friends by Night

I can only say the day really started off really badly. From past midnight all the way to the morning. It was in fact hell, and the fact that there's no one I can turn to to talk about it, hurts a lot. There's so much to think and understand, to go through and survive.. Why is it that the first half of 2012 has to be so cruel to me..? I am not okay. But then again, I can't express it out at all...

Attended Audi Fashion Fever in the noon with Kathy, Wai Yan and Baby. Have to really thank Kathy for letting me experience such an inspiring event to me. Fashion Design has always been a passion, but I really have no idea why I am in today's state. Not being able to pursue a dream, I can only regret and work hard on my forte now.

Dinner was at The Garden Slug with B's, Zi Yi, Satish, Clarissa, Alvin, Hao, Louis, Wei Xuan and of course my Baby. It was the first time, first experience I gained for Baby was there to celebrate it with me. No amount of words can express how much I really am grateful for the day.

Thank you my dearest B's, for all these years of companion and support. I have no idea where I will be without you girls. Thank you Wai Yan for the make-up palette from Sephora. I really love it a lot! Kathy, your presence was more than enough for me so don't worry about what I want all right? Thinking back, I didn't exact;y get you a present last year! So no worries my dear! You are the best girlfriend ever anyone can ever wish for! <3 Thank you Ziyi, for the cute hand-made card! It was not of design standard of course, but it was really the thought that counts! And for that, I am very thankful! (: Satish, uh... Thanks for coming for the dinner and celebrating together with us and not forgetting the cake that you shared too! And thanks for driving! Hahaha! (:

Clarissa and Alvin, thanks for coming and giving me so much face! :) Your presence really mattered to me!
Thank you for the wish in the card too!

Louis, Hao, Wei Xuan Thanks Da Ge, Er Ge and my baby's qian fu! Hahaha! (: BTTE, STTE! Thanks for the wish in the card too! Really appreciate your presence! :)

My Brothers & Sisters. I know perhaps none of you may read this, but I would still like to thank you guys for this friendship and sibling ties. Though none of you could make it tonight and we said that we would postpone this celebration till a later date, I would still like to say this lil sister miss all of you guys! Arif and Rahim, do take care of yourselves in Thailand! And to the rest,

Andy, Boon Kiat, Cheng Hua, Denise, Farhan, Jason, Jia Xuan, Lee Hao, May Ling, Rebecca, Shaun, Sze Zhuang, Wai Leong, Winnie

Thank you all for this priceless friendship. Though most of you are serving the nation now and going through the toughest time, I hope you all would take care of yourselves and survive this period well! This 2-3 years of friendship may be short, but it's not a friendship that can be broken just like that. That is I hope it wouldn't. I miss you all so much!

Carter Seah Jia De. The things that you did for me, is not something I can express in words. Whatever I can say, I've already said. And I know you don't want me to thank you! So baby, I love you. Reallly really do. Thanks for always putting a smile to my face. The times whereby it always seem the hardest to live by, you will never fail to show me you are always there for me. :') I know there's a lot of obstacles for us to overcome, but I believe nothing is impossible for us for we believe.


Love is an everyday thing. :) 


I love you. Till Infinity & Beyond. <3




& Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest girlfriend, Delia Goh. <3

Love,

Estee