Mood

It's funny. Funny that how moods are able to change within a short period of time. Mood swings. Something so close and apparent when it comes to being me, and especially when the time of the month for a girl is approaching. At times, I asked myself if there would be one day I would lose it all and let the whole emotional thoughts take over me. I could really get to one extreme that I don't even recognize myself or comprehend what exactly I was doing. Words that hurt, actions that kills. It always happen. And ended up, I would be the one suffering from my own wreckage.

Losing myself, my personality, my mood.

I just wanna be alone for now...

Estee